Dearest Aubrey, (may I call your name in such such a familiar manner? Please forgive me if you regard the remark as platitude)
My dilemma is twofold. Whilst at first I am filled with a love I have never known, there falls upon me a black malaise. I wonder how many shared heroes we have whom have been plagued with a love that would not dare speak it's name?
Ever yours my darling,
Arqarqa
XXX