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Started by mrs spinktrimpet, November 25, 2004, 04:48:03 PM

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mrs spinktrimpet

Bill McHenry is a 26-year old white male with a stocky build and a beard. His head is shaved. He responded to my ad to be interviewed for this article wearing only leather pants, leather boots and a leather vest. I could see that both of his nipples were pierced with large-gauge silver rings.

Questioner: I hope you won't be offended if I ask you to prove to me that you're a nullo. Just so that our readers will know that this isn't a fake.

Bill: Sure, no problem. (stands and unbuckles pants and drops them to his ankles, revealing a smooth, shaven crotch with only a thin scar to show where his genitals once were).

Q: Thank you. That's a remarkable sight.

(laughs and pulls pants back up). Most people think so.

Q: What made you decide to become a nullo?

(pauses). Well, it really wasn't entirely my decision.

Q: Excuse me?

The idea wasn't mine. It was my lover's idea.

Q: Please explain what you mean.

Okay, it's a long story. You have to understand my relationship with Michael before you'll know what happened.

Q: We have plenty of time. Please go on.

Both of us were into the leather lifestyle when we met through a personal ad. Michael's ad was very specific: he was looking for someone to completely dominate and modify to his pleasure. In other word, a slave.

The ad intrigued me. I had been in a number of B&D scenes and also some S&M, but I found them unsatisfying because they were all temporary. After the fun was over, everybody went on with life as usual.

I was looking for a complete life change. I wanted to meet someone who would be part of my life forever. Someone who would control me and change me at his whim.

Q: In other words, you're a true masochist.

Oh yes, no doubt about that. I've always been totally passive in my sexual relationships.

Anyway, we met and there was instant chemistry. Michael is a few years older than me and very good looking. Our personalities meshed totally. He's very dominant.

I went back to his place after drinks and had the best sex of my life. That's when I knew I was going to be with Michael for a long, long time.

Q: What sort of things did you two do?

It was very heavy right away. He restrained me and whipped me for quite awhile. He put clamps on my nipples and a ball gag in my mouth. And he hung a ball bag on my sack with some very heavy weights. That bag really bounced around when Michael fucked me from behind.

Q: Ouch.

(laughs) Yeah, no kidding. At first I didn't think I could take the pain, but Michael worked me through it and after awhile I was flying. I was sorry when it was over.

Michael enjoyed it as much as I did. Afterwards he talked about what kind of a commitment I'd have to make if I wanted to stay with him.

Q: What did he say exactly?

Well, besides agreeing to be his slave in every way, I'd have to be ready to be modified. To have my body modified.

Q: Did he explain what he meant by that?

Not specifically, but I got the general idea. I guessed that something like castration might be part of it.

mrs spinktrimpet

Q: How did that make you feel?

(laughs) I think it would make any guy a little hesitant.

Q: But it didn't stop you from agreeing to Michael's terms?

No it didn't. I was totally hooked on this man. I knew that I was willing to pay any price to be with him.

Anyway, a few days later I moved in with Michael. He gave me the rules right away: I'd have to be naked at all times while we were indoors, except for a leather dog collar that I could never take off. I had to keep my head shaved. And I had to wear a butt plug except when I needed to take a shit or when we were having sex.

I had to sleep on the floor next to his bed. I ate all my food on the floor, too.

The next day he took me to a piercing parlor where he had my nipples done, and a Prince Albert put into the head of my cock.

Q: Heavy stuff.

Yeah, and it got heavier. He used me as a toilet, pissing in my mouth. I had to lick his asshole clean after he took a shit, too. It was all part of a process to break down any sense of individuality I had. After awhile, I wouldn't hesitate to do anything he asked.

Q: Did the sex get rougher?

Oh God, yeah. He started fisting me every time we had sex. But he really started concentrating on my cock and balls, working them over for hours at a time.

He put pins into the head of my cock and into my sack. He attached clothespins up and down my cock and around my sack. The pain was pretty bad. He had to gag me to keep me from screaming.

Q: When did the idea of nullification come up?

Well, it wasn't nullification at first. He started talking about how I needed to make a greater commitment to him, to do something to show that I was dedicated to him for life.

When I asked him what he meant, he said that he wanted to take my balls.

Q: How did you respond?

Not very well at first. I told him that I liked being a man and didn't want to become a eunuch. But he kept at me, and wore me down. He reminded me that I agreed to be modified according to his wishes, and this is what he wanted for me. Anything less would show that I wasn't really committed to the relationship. And besides, I was a total bottom and didn't really need my balls.

It took about a week before I agreed to be castrated. But I wasn't happy about it, believe me.

Q: How did he castrate you?

Michael had a friend who was into the eunuch scene. One night he came over with his bag of toys, and Michael told me that this was it. I was gonna lose my nuts then and there.

Q: Did you think of resisting?

I did for a minute, but deep down I knew there was no way. I just didn't want to lose Michael. I'd rather lose my balls.

Michael's friend restrained me on the living room floor while Michael videotaped us. He used an elastrator to put a band around my sack.

Q: That must have really hurt.

Hell yeah. It's liked getting kicked in the balls over and over again. I screamed for him to cut the band off, but he just kept on going, putting more bands on me. I had four bands around my sack when he finished.

I was rolling around on the floor screaming, while Michael just videotaped me. Eventually, my sack got numb and the pain subsided. I looked between my legs and could see my sack was a dark purple. I knew my balls were dying inside.

Michael and his friend left the room and turned out the light. I lay there for hours, crying because I was turning into a eunuch and there wasn't anything I could do about it

Jemble Fred

Is THIS Cool???

slim

Blimey. It takes quite a lot to shock me, but that managed it.

cesspit_soul

I remember reading this on a site a while back, and I'm sorry to tell you that (if my memory serves me correctly) the interview isn't over yet. I'll do a search.

Edit: Found it.

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Q: What happened then?

Eventually I fell asleep from exhaustion. Then the light switched on and I could see Michael's friend kneeling between my legs, touching my sack. I heard him tell Michael that my balls were dead.

Q: How did Michael react?

Very pleased. He bent down and felt around my sack. He said that it felt cold.

Michael's friend told me that I needed to keep the bands on. He said that eventually my balls and sack would dry up and fall off. I just nodded. What else could I do at that point?

Q: Did it happen just like Michael's friend said?

Yeah, a week or so later my package just fell off. Michael put it in a jar of alcohol to preserve it. It's on the table next to his bed.

Q: How did things go after that?

Michael was really loving to me. He kept saying how proud he was of me, how grateful that I had made the commitment to him. He even let me sleep in his bed.

Q: What about the sex?

We waited awhile after my castration, and then took it easy until I was completely healed. At first I was able to get hard, but as the weeks went by my erections began to disappear.

That pleased Michael. He liked fucking me and feeling my limp cock. It made his dominance over me even greater.

Q: When did he start talking about making you a nullo?

A couple of months after he took my nuts. Our sex had gotten to be just as rough as before the castration. He really got off on torturing my cock. Then he started saying stuff like, "Why do you even need this anymore?"

That freaked me out. I always thought that he might someday take my balls, but I never imagined that he'd go all the way. I told him that I wanted to keep my dick.

Q: How did he react to that?

At first he didn't say much. But he kept pushing. Michael said I would look so nice being smooth between my legs. He said my dick was small and never got hard anymore, so what was the point of having it.

But I still resisted. I wanted to keep my cock. I felt like I wouldn't be a man anymore without it.

Q: So how did he get you to agree?

He didn't. He took it against my will.

Q: How did that happen?

We were having sex in the basement, and I was tied up and bent over this wooden bench as he fucked me. Then I heard the doorbell ring. Michael answered it, and he brought this guy into the room.

At first I couldn't see anything because of the way I was tied. But then I felt these hands lift me up and put me on my back. And I could see it was Michael's friend, the guy who took my nuts.

Q: How did you react?

I started screaming and crying, but the guy just gagged me. The two of them dragged me to the other side of the room where they tied me spread eagled on the floor.

Michael's friend snaked a catheter up my dick, and gave me a shot to numb my crotch. I was grateful for that, at least. I remember how bad it hurt to lose my balls.

Q: What was Michael doing at this time?

He was kneeling next to me talking quietly. He said I'd be happy that they were doing this. That it would make our relationship better. That kind of calmed me down. I thought, "Well, maybe it won't be so bad."

Q: How long did the penectomy take?

It took awhile. Some of the penis is inside the body, so he had to dig inside to get all of it. There was a lot of stitching up and stuff. He put my cock in the same jar with my balls. You can even see the Prince Albert sticking out of the head.

Then they made me a new pisshole. It's between my asshole and where my sack used to be. So now I have to squat to piss.

Q: What has life been like since you were nullified?

After I got over the surgery and my anger, things got better. When I healed up, I began to like my smooth look. Michael brought friends over and they all admired it, saying how pretty I looked. It made me feel good that Michael was proud of me.

Q: Do you have any sexual feeling anymore?

Yes, my prostate still responds when Michael fucks me or uses the buttplug. And my nipples are quite sensitive. If Michael plays with them while fucking me, I have a kind of orgasm. It's hard to describe, but it's definitely an orgasm.

Sometimes Michael says he's gonna have my prostate and nipples removed, but he's just kidding around. He's happy with what he's done to me.

Q: So are you glad Michael had you nullified?

Well, I wouldn't say I'm glad. If I could, I'd like to have my cock and balls back. But I know that I'm a nullo forever. So I'm making the best of it.

Michael and I are very happy. I know that he'll take care of me and we'll be together always. I guess losing my manhood was worth it to make that happen for us.

smewie lewis

Quote from: "cesspit_soul"Michael and I are very happy. I know that he'll take care of me and we'll be together always.
Ahhh. Isn't that sweet.

slim

I'm scared for my willy. Yikes.

Ambient Sheep

Yes...I've read it before, can't remember where, from a link off here I think...and no, it doesn't stop there.  But thankfully I think that's about the worst of it.

EDIT: indeed it didn't, but thankfully it was.  I think.  I wonder if the guy still has his prostate and nipples by the time we read this? :TIDE

<turns round and throws up in the wastebin>

MarmiteCarpenter

Quote from: "Ambient Sheep"Yes...I've read it before, can't remember where, from a link off here I think...and no, it doesn't stop there.  But thankfully I think that's about the worst of it.

EDIT: indeed it didn't, but thankfully it was.  I think.  I wonder if the guy still has his prostate and nipples by the time we read this? :TIDE

<turns round and throws up in the wastebin>
This interview used to be a fairly regular troll comment on Slashdot ages ago.

Morgan

Oh that's just appalling, fuck's sake, why would we want to read that?  It's not even as if you gave the thread a title which indicates that it's a fucking horrible story about some poor queer twat, no, it's just 'Odd'.  I presumed that it would be about I dunno something vaguely interesting which had happened to you today, or a nice whimsical topic like monkeys, but no, it's perhaps the vilest thing ever.  Christ, way to start your time here, fuck off.

EDIT: Just noticed that you're not all that new but my repulsion still stands.

gazzyk1ns

QuoteSometimes Michael says he's gonna have my prostate and nipples removed, but he's just kidding around.

Hah, the crazy prankster, always kidding around...

Solid Snail

Fucking hell, there wasn't even a punchline!

Jemble Fred

Quote from: "gazzyk1ns"
QuoteSometimes Michael says he's gonna have my prostate and nipples removed, but he's just kidding around.

Hah, the crazy prankster, always kidding around...

Those guys should have been on the sofa at the end of 'When Harry Met Sally'. Kooky, but loving.

fanny splendid

Is this basic training?

mrs spinktrimpet

Sorry, meant to say I laughed my cock off when I read this

Morgan

Fuck off even more.

imitationleather

Yeah, thanks for sharing that... Eurgh.

Ambient Sheep

Quote from: "MarmiteCarpenter"This interview used to be a fairly regular troll comment on Slashdot ages ago.
Ahhh yes, that would probably be it, as I used to be a fairly regular Slashdot reader ages ago.

It'll be goatse links next, you watch.

Anyone for a spork?

Smackhead Kangaroo

Aaah this is nothing you should have seen the time I had two Shandy's and a bloody mary. Woooo

Suttonpubcrawl

Quote from: "Ambient Sheep"
Quote from: "MarmiteCarpenter"This interview used to be a fairly regular troll comment on Slashdot ages ago.
Ahhh yes, that would probably be it, as I used to be a fairly regular Slashdot reader ages ago.

It'll be goatse links next, you watch.

Funny you should say that...

Frinky

I've never seen tubgirl. I'm proud of myself.

ah the the things we do for love !! God help the poor bugger if this Michael chap gets bored now hes amputated all his bits off!!

sproggy

Quote from: "cesspit_soul"
Q: When did he start talking about making you a nullo?

A couple of months after he took my nuts...

I allowed myself a little giggle at that.

MrManson

Quote from: "Morgan"Oh that's just appalling, fuck's sake, why would we want to read that?  It's not even as if you gave the thread a title which indicates that it's a fucking horrible story about some poor queer twat, no, it's just 'Odd'.  I presumed that it would be about I dunno something vaguely interesting which had happened to you today, or a nice whimsical topic like monkeys, but no, it's perhaps the vilest thing ever.  Christ, way to start your time here, fuck off.

EDIT: Just noticed that you're not all that new but my repulsion still stands.

I'm calling you on being out of order.

Fuck the intentions of the original post, I found it to be a very  interesting read. Absolutely no need for your abuse to the dude.

Tom Hedonist

Apologies to those who've already discussed this on other forums, as I'll probably not say anything new. I hadn't seen that article before and found it very interesting for several reasons:

i) I have a passing interest in the bdsm scene
   - but my own kinks are my own kinks, and I'm not gonna go into detail. Suffice to say I'm very marrily happied.

ii) The removal of Bill's penis seems to have been done against his will.
   - within the context of their relationship, this is a very short interview. Whilst Bill says that he agreed to the initial 'modification', it seems he always thought that was the modification in it's entirety. He doesn't mention what limits were set or established between the two of them. Obviously their rules might have been a tad extreme (e.g. I must be alive at the end), but they must have had some rules. They spoke about this operation, Bill said "No" and Michael strapped him down and chopped it off anyway. That Bill implicitly said "No" bothers me greatly.

iii) Michael appears to enjoy fucking someone who pretty much looks like a 'little girl'
   - I'm not suggesting paedophilia, but instead the modern delight in shaven ravers. i.e. he's a boy that likes to fuck boys who look like girls. Ffs, Bill even has to squat to piss! How post modern.

iv) Shouldn't "these people" be part of a Blue Jam installation somewhere?
   - by "these people" I mean the extremists. Whether it be Billy No-Cock, or some nasty old sort, who has had her clitoris cut off, a catheter inserted and her vagina stitched up. Uggh. Just thinking of all that makes me shudder. Just like any other extreme group, the sex-extremists always worry me.

Now over to Bill for the whether...
--
I guess you could say Bill is a nullo-bore net addict.

JesusAndYourBush

It's fake.  I remember someone posting a link to the site here a year or 2 ago.

Leila

Quote from: "JesusAndYourBush"It's fake.  I remember someone posting a link to the site here a year or 2 ago.


yeah, I'm in work so I couldn't google it but I strongly suspected this was fake.


the operation just sounds a bit too complex for your average lunatic to do.

Only a proper trained surgeon in a sterile hospital could chop a knob off and create a new "pisshole" without killing someone.

http://www.bmezine.com/title/2005/index6.html
Many other pages too. Fascinating, inexplicable, and ugly.

Very NSFW. Or anywhere, for that matter.

gazzyk1ns


Tom Tortoise

BME/extreme: Oct 14
'Finger and thumb stumping project'

Oh my.