Yeah this has fucked me really. Spending a good deal of time to myself and living alone is what makes me happy, more open, kinder and more tolerant as a person. My family live elsewhere and most lifelong friends busy themselves with kids and partners. That means that having guests, visiting others, being able to go to the cinema, eat out at the market, walk into a pub and drag up a stool at the bar, meet people out in the community etc all these things are vital and a big part of the web of my social life and support. This is a shit time and really the only positive I can take from it is that all those things I loved doing before, all those interactions and bonds, the fleeting and the deep, are things that I have to look forward to again and I will have the opportunity to redouble my efforts to make the most of them and make a positive impact on others