I've tried

[salr]

if they arre going to take me back... they have to see me like this.

[salr]

' singing to tiny dancer' driving at 90 down old country lanes.

[salr]

it is like i live in maidstone. my friend shreshta likve in.. heamstead valley.. my friend stevede lived on a farm in sutton valence

[Zero Gravitas]

I'd criticise your spelling, but drunk driving while singing is bound to be distracting.

I suggest you have a big glass of water, or maybe a shower and then a big glass of water?

[salr]

it is how it is... i know what i have to be now.......... i have to be fucking sober



i remember drivng to each friends huse and fffffffffff

[salr]

i know what i have to do now.... i have to be sober.

[Zero Gravitas]

i know what i have to do now.... i have to be sober.

I can't imagine that's a new realization to you salr, but I'll I'll reinforce the fact that, yes, you need to do something.



Fuck, the tracking is even more shite than in the preview.

[salr]

if i found vodka in thet street it is just... I know what i have to do

[Zero Gravitas]

I know what i have to do

Have you had either the shower or the big water yet?

[salr]

nope.. sat in my pissy pants.

I'm serious. I'm sat in thet pants i wore yesterday and......... i know what i have to fucking do it is just.... i know what i have to doi.

[Zero Gravitas]

There's a gap between knowing you need to get your pissy kecks off and doing it, sometimes it may seem insurmountable, but through inaction you're doing damage to yourself, nappy rash is real.

[salr]

hehe now im imagining lowering my kecks and showing them the fucking nappy rash ;)

[salr]

they have to know im serios thogh... even if it takes fucking nappy-rash. it is like i have changed the nappies on both my neice and nephew. hm

[Zero Gravitas]

I'm not sure there's going to be a checkbox for pissy baby on the forms.

Guessing here, but pathos is probably not at all required.

[salr]

hmmm... idk what pathos is.... would you belive it.

[Barry Admin]

I think it's probably best to close this for your own sake at this point.

If you want to start a new one to tell us you're getting treatment on Monday, that'd be great. Otherwise, I think this thread is causing you to say things you'll later regret, and perhaps acting as a displacement activity to actually doing something.

Please speak to professionals.

https://www.alcoholics-anonymous.org.uk/

Samaritans 116123

https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/recreational-drugs-alcohol-and-addiction/drug-and-alcohol-addiction-useful-contacts/